I have been worrying for almost two decades about my children and everything that has to do with their safety and well-being. It feels like I've been standing with my arms outstretched for so long I don't know what it feels like to have them swinging at my sides. I'm completely exhausted from being 'on'.
Why is it when things are tough and hubby has to find a job, I feel confident and say all is going to be ok, but when things get tough and I have to find work it's, OMG! you have to find a job now we're going to sink!
This is a must read - Gillian's journeying blog. Gillian just lost her husband in a horrific car crash over the Christmas holidays. The whole family was in the van, Gillian's husband(Myron) turned the van so he would take most of the force, consequently, saving his family.